1. |
Free
03:37
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Been a long time
Shouldn’t have left you
Without Blake B. to step to
I told y’all (hold on)
Now let’s go (go on)
The wait was so long (so long)
6 years comin’ - sound of the struggle
Back breakin’ beat makin’ – sound of the rubble
Could barely bear the lion – sound of the jungle
All balls in the air – sound of the juggle
Sound of the hustle, sounds like silence
Speakin’ from the stage while I planned in private
Stayin’ so fly, certified pilot
Focus on the flow like I’m worried bout the climate
Petrified with perfection keepin’ me so froze
Scared to share – it was keepin’ me so closed
Threaded the threats like when you sew clothes
Sheddin’ the stoicism – I’m gettin’ so close
Livin’ authentic and findin’ my worthiness
Spent my whole life being impervious
But I’m certain if I’m turnin’ from livin’ in a tower
I will change the world when I step into my power
All my life I've been
Running from everything
Searching for something that could save me
But now I'm here
And all I need is
Calling to me
I just gotta listen till I'm free
If I could tick all the boxes that were available
Then my position would be unassailable
Need fire rhymes so I won’t feel shade
Need straights A’s so I won’t feel shame
But though I made the grade and graduated to greatness
The hole in my soul brought me back to the Matrix
When I defined my worth by others’ opinions
I would never know the strength I’d been given
I’d been livin’ to please other people
Deferential to a fault like I was never equal
But now I found the fault lines and I’ll let ‘em grate
Time to rock the planet with the tectonic plates
Cuz I’m not afraid to change – bring on the eruption
Can’t burn bright unless I trust the combustion
Soarin’ from the depths - at least that’s what I’m hopin’
Imma be the mountain that rose from the ocean
CHORUS
Have patience, love the uncertainty
Even when faced with the urgency
Like everything in life is an emergency
And I’m stuck in a state of perpetual purgatory
I’m thirty-three, passion burns third degree
like my PhD, yeah I’m talkin’ bout my third degree
That’s just nerdy me, kickin’ out my demons here
It’s my time to shine since now I’m in my Jesus year
I’m feelin’ clean & clear, comin’ to terms with my scars
Ready to rock the rock between Venus and Mars
Lookin’ up cuz I plan to be ascending
Since I contain the universe within me
[I just gotta] So forget your perfect harmony
[Listen till I'm] Just be who you were called to be
[Listen to love] There’s a crack in everything
That’s how the light gets in so sing…
CHORUS
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2. |
Story
02:36
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One choice is no choice, two is a dilemma
Three gives you options so one might be a winner
Forfeit your power that you hold in your five
If you become defined by the haters in your life
Or even in your mind cuz we’re always telling stories
Days of defeat or glimpses of glory
The roads lie before me, the paths are diverging
The future’s uncertain but I can’t let that unnerve me
You heard me, I’m worthy, my destiny’s deliberate
Designer in my mind and warrior in my spirit
I can either fear it or become the master
Gotta grab my pen and compose the next chapter
Tell me now
How will my story be told
And how will my life unfold
Power's mine; if I survive
It's gon' be cuz I decide
Imma be the one, the one
To choose, to choose, to choose
Here we go
Here we go like knock it out, like set it off, like turn it up
Like short fuse, dynamite, set that spark and burn it up
I learned to cut that excess, I’m giving fear a death threat
Every day’s a fresh deck to focus on my next step
Regret less? I’m trying. My history’s not destiny
A caged past will bite me, so I gotta set it free
And let it be like John said, always keep it one hunnit
Gotta clear the cobwebs to make way for what’s comin’
I’m dream huntin’ not mean muggin’ so leave frontin’ behind
If you see something like me comin’ you’ll be touchin’ the sky
I’m beast dunkin’ and street thumpin’ and keep crushin’ those lies
Cuz I need nothin’ I’m me lovin’ my peace on the inside [NICE]
{hahaha} What you know about that?
Invest in yourself, put your money where your mouth at
You always have the power – I hope you never doubt that
Ask yourself, “What else could this mean?” and you’ll bounce back
Like house cats fallin’ on their feet, I stay ballin’ on the beat
Even when I falter nothing’s wrong with me
I can only call defeat when I don’t rise back up
So even when the music stops I’ll still tear the track up
Chorus
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3. |
Overcome
03:46
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What doesn’t kill me makes the fuel in my tank
Those who caused me pain are the ones that I should thank
This might seem absurd, but I swear it’s the truth
The fact that I’m still here today is the proof
Stood on the roof like I couldn’t go on
Thought I had no friends and couldn’t be strong
Thought I was alone, thought that I was crazy
Until a voice called out in the night to save me
So many times felt I was unlovable
Couldn’t get a date like I was untouchable
Now I’m untouchable cuz I pushed through it
Even though all I had at times was the music
Since I got beat down, I can take a hit
And since I got the beat now, I can make a hit
If I got through that I can get through this
If I made it through the pain, I can make it to the bliss
This weighs heavy on my soul
There’s so much I can’t control
Gotta keep pushing through this pain I know it’s temporary
And when it’s more than I can hold
I know that I won’t fold
Cuz when I feel I’m done, I just look back at what I’ve overcome
In the moments when life feels hardest
In the moments when light feels darkest
When you hold that last dying spark
Like it’s the only thing keeping you on target
That’s the time to fix in your mind
Save it as a memory of when you survived
And the next time you face your weakness
Use what you’ve overcome now to defeat it
It’s the sequence, rinse wash repeat it
Call upon the pain of the past when you need it
If you don’t believe it, you couldn’t be wronger
Tearing down the muscle’s only way to make it stronger
I made it longer than I even had a right to be
Because I had fam who were there to fight for me
I don’t say this righteously, I say it with conviction
Only you decide if the past is a prison
CHORUS
Used to hate the fear, now I feel I’m wantin’ this
Pushing through obstacles only brings me confidence
I’m positive that one day I’ll be rockin’ this
Standin’ on a stage on the top of the Acropolis
Almost thought I could never get a doctorate
Drafted a letter sayin’ why I’d be droppin’ it
Rehearsed the reasons I should be stoppin’ it
Like the haters in my head formed a conglomerate
But I conquered it, got in the studio
And told myself May 31st I’d be launchin’ it
That was Scholar, my album and dissertation
That I consider one of my finest accomplishments
So when you’re wantin’ to quit and just fold
Look back how far you’ve walked along the brick road
Your feet may slow and so will the music
But the only way out is to blast right through it
CHORUS
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4. |
Flames
02:16
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Have you ever been knocked down / beat up
Passed over / pulled under / never felt enough
Didn’t make the team, cut, bruised, battered, seen blood
Stood in front of a crowd full of mean mugs
Ever felt like you dropped the ball
Like you missed the call, like you hit the wall
Like you tried to start but could only stall
Like you tried to walk but could only fall
I’ve seen it all, like I didn’t do enough
Like I tried and I failed and I let myself down
All I ever wanted was a little applause
And to make my friends and family so proud
It’s so loud, all these critics hatin’
But most of them live inside my head
Every day the only thing that keeps me going
Is the commitment to make a difference before I’m dead
I mean what I said, gotta flip a switch
Gotta keep on runnin’ til I make it through the dip
Can’t see a stumble as a set back
Sumpin’ moves me forward then I’ll never regret that
I gotta get bad if I wanna get better
Takin’ that L means more to learn
Whenever you don’t get what you want
You get something more valuable in return
What can I do to find a spark
Even if it brings the pain
Even if the fire’s burning
Gotta find a way to use the flame
Friction makes the spark that lights the match that sets the wood ablaze
We’ll never rise above the ash until we see the good in flames
It takes some pain to gain some growth
Takes some shame to gain some hope
Takes ditch diggers, big rivers, and a hose before you can go and drain that moat
I quote the past like an avalanche that I can ride till I reach the base
I feel the weight of my mistakes like boulders rollin’ - I’m being chased
I see the face starin’ back at me
Doubts feel like they’re attackin’ me
Feel like life is a tragedy, but there’s another act coming rapidly
This mastery is a product of coppin’ the knowledge from trial and error I know it
You gotta write and recite at least ninety wack lines before you are a poet
You know I’m talkin’ bout focus, gotta be dull before you are the dopest
Descend the steps into the depths so you can bring light to the hopeless
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5. |
Grind
04:13
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Started from the bottom now we here
Started from the bottom but it’s gonna take a couple years
If you compare your beginning to another’s height
You might feel like there is no hope in sight →
Behind all success is a long line of losses
Gotta lay the bricks before becoming bosses
Gotta roll the wheel before you get flossin’
Gotta be Officer Ricky ‘fore you Rick Rossin’
{Ross Grunt}… but I got a different namesake
The rap game’s big enough for two poets named Blake
What immortal hand? I’m more Immortal Tech
If my time’s not ripe, it’s cuz I’m more than fresh
Ha! The fresh king of Berkeley
Throne made of knowledge so no one can usurp me
Spine made of steel will – no one can divert me
Layin’ down the law so call yo attorney
[Rob Newman] Measure twice before cuttin’
Begin with the end in mind before stuntin’
Double check the cornerstones and yo assumptions
If you don’t start somethin’ there gon’ be nothin’
I paraphrased DMX, kid
The president of eloquence is duly elected
The battle for your dreams is rarely uncontested
So stock up on courage, it’s time to get invested
It’s takes a little time to perfect the grind
But you know we still gonna shine
Everybody say OH YEAH (OH YEAH)
Say OH YEAH (OH YEAH)
Journey too long, boots too heavy
Can’t let the weight of waitin’ upset me
Tempting to look at those who have surpassed me
But comparison’s guaranteed to make me unhappy
It’s not a track meet, but we all have startin’ blocks
Where you are now is where you better start the clock
Focus on the goal cuz we tend to start a lot
But once you pass the finish line, you’re gonna be hard to stop
Yo I’m hard as rocks combined with adamantium
Take time to grow like the Precambrian
And I make the planet spin, evolution can begin
Once we start problem solvin’ and stop pannickin’
Forget Anakin, I’mma be the fly talker
Before you kneel, make sure you’re at the right altar
Keep your eyes forward or else you might falter
Not talkin’ helicopters when I mention my choppa
Blocka Blocka, Yeah I see you start to sweat
I’m not in the building, son, I’m the architect
Better size me up until the shoe fits
Not Hov, but I’m laying down the next Blueprint
[chorus]
Rome wasn’t built in 24 hours
Need a little help and a little more power
To construct a structure so indestructible
My fire’s the only way to make it combustible
Untouchable, not talkin’ bout the caste
But like stratification, I’mma make it last
If you don’t know what I’m sayin’, take a class
Disrupt the status quo – go on and shake it fast
Gain a little mass until it’s critical
Gotta turn on a dime – it’s so pivotal
But don’t get caught in the spin and the ritual
Exit the Empire with Force that’s centrifugal
[Ha!] Shout out to Newton
Break the inertia, it’s time to get movin’
Because when you see the momentum we’re producin’
Your face will physically express the confusion
But don’t worry son, do your homework
While you listen to Andre Ramone work
Featuring raps by yours truly
I’ll kick it on the track until they make the movie
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6. |
Holding On
03:49
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My plate’s overloaded so I feel like I’m struggling
Like I’m a waiter with these plates that I’m juggling
Like I’m a lifter with the plates that I’m muscling
Like an infomercial with the plates that I’m hustling
Plate tectonics got the ground movin’ under me
And Blake’s mnemonics got the town all wondering
How to placate the state of feeling overwhelmed
When you’re in a downpour and it keeps thundering
(It) may be comforting to hear a little except
You’re just one person but can amplify your effort
With some delegation – workin’ with your delegates
One person makes it – another one’s sellin’ it
I’m no Henry Ford, no titan of the industry
But I move the scale by doing things efficiently
I’m just on a mission in pursuit of my purpose
I’d rather put it out there than wait until it’s perfect
I used to stress out about whether I would pass
In a class cuz I didn’t know everything’s a draft
I would just procrastinate until the last minute
And with seconds left I would save it and send it
Now I finish early cuz I don’t mind mistakes
I will just revise as many times as it takes
Cuz I can’t wait for my life to pass by
While I worry bout the path that I’m gonna try to pace
Life’s not a race, it’s like a train track
With good and bad rails, and we can’t change that
It takes both to guide us to our final destination
And which rail we focus on’s our own interpretation
But you’re the conductor so fire up the engine
First foot forward’s all you need to be commencin’
Master every day and make it your creation
Until the last gasp when you pull into the station
I’m movin’ forward
With all my burdens
And all my struggles
I just keep searching
For a space I’m seekin’
A place where I can breathe it’s
A little bit heavy, my feet are unsteady
But baby I’m gonna try
Gonna try harder than I ever did before
I am not a martyr I’m a rappin’ matador
This is an act of war against my need to achieve
Without making mistakes, so I’m kickin’ doubts out the door
When the clouds obscure my future from me
Standin’ on the verge of an undiscovered country
To be or not be, you already know my reply
Live it to the fullest til the day that we touch the sky
[Live it to the fullest until we touch the sky?]
It’s not about perfection, all about direction
I’mma take my chances, I’mma get to steppin’
Never be a question whether I am fresh and
Every single test can turn into a lesson
And if this is all I know
And if this is all I know
I’m not gonna let it go
I’m gonna keep holding on
You're movin’ forward
With all of your burdens
And all of your struggles
You just keep searching
For a space you're seekin’
A place where you can breathe it’s
A little bit heavy, your feet are unsteady
But baby you gotta try
Baby you gotta try
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7. |
Worth It
03:43
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Girl you workin’ hard, feel like you need a vacation
But after all you lost, maybe you need affirmation
That you’re good, that you’re strong, that you’re worthy of respect
And that when someone calls, they shouldn’t call collect
Cuz you’re worth more than that, and you give, and you give
And you tryin’ to make a livin’ instead of tryin’ to live
But you can and you will, cuz you learnin all those skills
That gon make you a leader ‘stead of thinkin’ bout those bills
Cuz you build and amass and you see the light at last
And you focused on your future not upset about your past
You came for the cream, higher standards, not the cash
Tomorrow’s lookin’ green, you’re not talkin bout the grass
So we’ll look back and laugh at the journey and the path
Stack so many wins that the ceiling can’t collapse
And we’ll have to raise the roof cuz we’re only going higher
And you are not alone so you’re not a sole survivor
But you made it through, on your own two – standin’ tall
Honestly I’m surprised you can even stand it all
Hurts me just to think about it, I can feel it
But the fact you made it through means that you are too resilient
For anything to stop you, not a roadblock at all
You are unstoppable, shake it off when you fall →
And when you’re on the edge of your dream and your purpose
It’s good to be nervous, just know that you deserve it
You worth it.
Tears fall, gonna be fine
You gon' be alright girl, get it in your own time
Rain falls - you shine
You gon' be alright girl, get it in your own time
Oooh oh, oooh oh
Every day you workin', you already perfect
Oooh oh, oooh oh
You know you deserve it, yeah you know you worth it
They say you live and learn, but you gotta learn to live
Always had it hard so you never were a kid
But now your heart is big, you can feel it, you can fill it
You can let it all go, hold that hope, don’t you kill it
[unh]… that’s right, it’s time to be movin’ on
They say do you, and so you be doin’ strong
And dudes that did you wrong couldn’t handle who you are
They were black holes trying to trap a star
And now you’re breaking out of orbit with a smile that’s enormous
Future’s lookin’ gorgeous like a sold-out performance
And I’ll be in the front row leading the applause
Soon they’ll all be standing, and you will be the cause
Cuz you shine, yeah you shine, yeah you’ll get it in your time
You don’t worry bout the future cuz it’ll all be fine
I know the road was rocky and it felt like the hardest way
But it was all perfect cuz it made you who you are today.
You worth it.
Chorus
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8. |
Stars
04:21
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I remember I’ve forgotten myself
Maybe I’ll learn to appreciate what I have
So I’m left wondering if this is all that I am
What if I’m nothing more than a grain of sand
Runnin’ in circles in circles all over again and then back to the start
Wish I could find my way through this maze back to my heart
I don’t know I don’t know when everything came apart
When will I kno-ow if I’ve ever made my mark
Back to the start, back to the moment we’re knowin’ that we are all equal
So hard to depart from all the scars that tell us that we are all evil
But we are all people, tryin’ to get by, and if we’re lucky we’re tryin’ to thrive, and if we’re lucky we’re really alive, and if we’re listening that’s you and I
Haha, get it? We have this moment, this blessing, this fact that we’re breathing
Is so miraculous that I’m just feeling so grateful and that is the reason
Thankful for seasons, thankful for blazin’ and thankful for freezing [freedom]
Follow my patience until I take in the fact that I’m the one who’s leading
Is it my time, who will decide for me
What if this life is just what I believe
Feeling like rivers deliver me out to the sea
Standing on sand with the ground rushing under my feet
Walkin’ and thinking in circles all over again and then back to the start
Know that mind is made up to go back to my heart
Now I know, now I know we’re never really apart
So I just move forward and leave the rest up to the stars
I send it up to the stars
I send it up to the stars
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9. |
Genius
02:46
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I’m rap’s double helix, realities are remixed
Doubts are destroyed and fears get deep-sixed
You love these kicks, [not talkin’ bout my sneakers bro]
I’m talkin’ bout Raz-V bass to make the speakers blow
Done playin’ small, we about to go sky high
I spit it for my folks in the East Bay and FiDi
Yo forget that, I kick it for the planet Earth
My favorite place to stay in the whole entire universe
It’s a human curse to doubt our own greatness
But when it comes to being me, there’s no way to fake this
Agent of the Swarm, DJ Decryption
I’m a Marshall Scholar and a man on a mission
I’m here so your conditions don’t become your destiny
You already know the answer to the things you’re questioning
Listen to yourself, let your intuition guide you
You already know what to do down inside you
Let me remind you of your own majesty
You can make a triumph out of a travesty
Pause passivity, time to be intentional
Yo forget the forest – you’re a focused individual
This is critical – only you can change
Until the day we control other people’s brains
So stay in your lane and arrange your plan to roll
And spend your time on fixing what you can control
Yo, I mean it, Ha Ha, I mean it
If I’m on the mic, then you know I’m gonna bring it
Yo, I mean it, Ha Ha, I mean it
Look inside yourself til you see your own genius
Nothing but a blip on the space-time continuum
Always tend to go back and forth like a pendulum
We’re afraid to fail so we slow our own roll
But yo for real bro: let them tell you no
Confidence comes from sheer repetition
Plus a belief in the self you envision
You’re at the helm so you gotta take control
Yeah you gotta fake it until you make it so (oh!)
Talkin’ bout Picard, yeah I got my Jean-Luc
The same way Janeway doin’ what she want to
Yo what you want boo? No you can’t offend me
Of course I’ll give you more of the Quadrilingual MC
Tu me demandes, “où t’es, papaoutai?”
N’inquiete pas, le docteur est arrivé
Hasta siempre, se repite la historia
No tengo pelos en la lengua - hasta la victoria
Hope I’m not boring ya, ask my Habibi
Allem alby el gharaam, come on teach me
So I’ll say salaam when I’m fadin’ from your speakers mayne
Returnin’ to my Germans I’mma serve an auf wiedersehen
Yo, I mean it, Ha Ha, I mean it
If I’m on the mic, then you know I’m gonna bring it
Yo, I mean it, Ha Ha, I mean it
Look inside yourself til you see your own genius
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10. |
100 Bars
05:08
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This is more than 16 bars for the nation
More than 32 lines filled with motivation
More than 64 rhymes I’m incineratin’
Cuz I got more than 99 problems that I’ve been facin’
I doubt myself, often think I can’t make it
Feel like I should quit and take a vacation
Feel like a fraud and less than amazin’
Feel like I’ll never write another rap this blazin’
Feelin’ so impatient, like haven’t I paid dues
Wonder if I’ll ever be front page news
Before print media is burnt to a crisp
In a nostalgic past that didn’t actually exist
The history’s revisionist, and I’m just a speck
In a universe that won’t cut me a check
But I’m not owed anything, so I should be grateful
For every scrap of food that appears on my table
They said I’m not able when I’m raisin’ cain
They said that I shouldn’t rap with my own name
They said that a white kid spittin’s so lame
Until they saw the stadium burst into flame
Like “blocka, blocka” when I try to talk to them
You should walk a block in Waka Flaka’s moccasins
And you might get the connection to the cotton gin
And the mental shackles the slave ships brought him in
School to prison pipeline, whitewash the timeline
White collar crime when the boundaries are redlined
Standing in the breadline, who’s the real mockery
The poor… or those who profit from the poverty?
There’s no stopping me, you want to know how come?
You’re focused on the outrage, I’m focused on the outcome
Lyrically Malcolm, Marcus Garvey, Biko, Marley
Stic-Man, I’m the One Man Army
So get up! Yeah this is a stick up!
Drop all your self-destructive talk, it’s the switch up
Yeah, get your fists up before you take a swing at your reflection
They want you to see yourself as imperfection
But you aren’t, you are exactly as you’re made to be
They say good things come to those who wait patiently
But I’m a man of action / put a plan in motion
Even if the ladder of success seems broken
I’m crossing the ocean - going on an Odyssey
Underground rap is modern day prophecy
Hey politicians, take a listen, you should try it
Hear it in the street before you see it in the riot
If the arc of history bends towards justice
No wonder we feel so much weight on our shoulders
Some days we’re Atlas with the world up above us
But other days we’re Sisyphus pushing up boulders
I’m just growin’ older, seein’ my mortality
And too many believers of the just-world fallacy
While that might hurt like I struck a nerve
It’s just not true that people get what they deserve
Now you’re getting served, guess who’s the plaintiff
It’s a pretty picture of America they painted
Yeah it is ain’t it? The view from the top
Is great, until you see all the have nots
Hold up, hold up, Blake you’re spittin’ all that blasphemy
Don’t warn the people on the verge of catastrophe
Don’t expose the cloak of his majesty
Or tell them the social net’s a pretty frayed tapestry
What happened B? You were on our side
When it came to theory you were down to ride
Yeah, until I saw a crack in the plastic
Because what’s true in theory is rarely true in practice
I’m doing magic, rabbit in a hat trick
You can burn a house down with just one matchstick
And that’s it – pile of ash
While the arsonists smile and laugh
I’m trying to grab whatever I can and use it for good
But when in the hood, or when in the home, it’s just like in Rome when we do what we should
The ship is sinking softly to its grave
But with too few lifeboats, who do we save?
This seems so alarmist, is it really pressin’?
The frog boiled slowly’s not aware of the progression
And I may not know all the answers to the lesson
But once we’re all silenced, who will ask the questions?
Deep in your depression like acid in a funnel
Praying for the light at the end of the tunnel
At least until the moment it’s revealed
That there’s always been the light cuz the tunnel isn’t real
Your mind blown yet? Your spine prone yet?
Your microphone breaking into cold sweat?
Oh Yes, Dr. B is just so fresh
Bringin’ brains to the brawl and hope to the hopeless
I don’t even need a chorus
I can rap for 5 minutes cuz they say they’re eager for it
When I drop an album, all my fans are coppin’ it
Tellin’ passersby – did you know he got a doctorate?
Oh stop it kid, you flatter me
10,000 hours is all I need for mastery
Combined with my passion, drive, and grit
I guarantee the outcome will be satisfactory
And one parting thought to leave you with
You can put the I in leadership
Take the time to develop the skill
Because if you don’t, no one else will
I’m more than ill, I’m a global pandemic
Takin’ the pain and make it transcendent
I stay on task but I’m all over the map
You just got a hundred bars of reality rap
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11. |
So Right
03:29
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When it rains, do you choose to blame the weather?
Cuz you can [either] get bitter, or you can get better
You can [either] sit and whimper, or you can get clever
You can wallow in the mud or dig and hit treasure
Feels so wrong, I can make it so right
Got everything that I need in life
Got everything that I need inside
Got everything right inside my mind
You say I failed – I say I found a way that didn’t work
You say I bailed – I say I left because I knew my worth
I know who comes first when the worst is upon us
Cuz there’s only one star, but a lotta prima donas
I mean like Yeezus - narcissists in full bloom
Unaware wolves comin’ out for the full moon
It’s too soon to fold cuz we still gotta lotta learnin’
Til we grab ahold of the fact the future’s not determined
Feels so wrong, I can make it so right
Got everything that I need in life
Got everything that I need inside
Got everything right inside my mind
Problems don’t exist if we call ‘em opportunities
Defeatist attitudes are dead to me, here’s a eulogy
Do you believe that you can find the good in a crisis
Do you believe that beliefs can make you enlightened?
You might be frightened but that’s good – you’re pushin’ yo boundaries
If you’re down to see the right kind of things and you glimpse the gems like you use a sieve
But who deceives us more than we, put roadblocks up so we can’t achieve
And shrug it off like “Oh well, I guess it just isn’t meant to be”
That’s a tendency that I tend to see but I’m down to fight
Cuz I can’t retire ‘til I decide that I’ve truly tried with all my might
Cuz all my life, it’s only I, can choose the vibe inside my mind
Cuz this is the minute I lose it or win it so you know that it’s time to ride
Feels so wrong, I can make it so right
Got everything that I need in life
Got everything that I need inside
Got everything right inside my mind
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12. |
Remix Your Reality
03:27
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Doctor of hip-hop is back in the building
Got a million books all stacked to the ceiling
Put ‘em all to use on a track that’s appealing
Lyrical lasso to capture the feeling
I’m the type of bandit to brandish my bandwidth
And banish the banshees who blame all the mysteries
But this is a Brandes who banters with branches
Cuz answers do grow on trees if you’re listening
Catch a breeze, I’m perception that can flex with ease
More complexity than all the toppings with the extra cheese
Mental ecstasy comes from a job well done
When I focus on the process instead of the outcome
So when you’re sittin’ at a standstill
And you don’t know what to do just…
REMIX YOUR REALITY
When worry overwhelms you
And you can’t escape just…
REMIX YOUR REALITY
It’s the remix, when I flip the switch and act like I mean it
Majored in English, not the type to rap bout a G6
More the type of rapper to kick it bout the Order of the Phoenix
Half genius, half genie out the bottle
Got my ducks in a row cuz I watch how they waddle
Next top model? No, America’s Got Talent said I was too smart for TV – the rap Aristotle
So forget Howard Stern, did it on my own
Got my team assembled and the cattle came home
Now I roam-the-globe, and I kick it off the dome
All I need’s my loop pedal and my trusty microphone
So if haters wanna doubt you
And tell you that you’ll fail just
REMIX YOUR REALITY
If critics wanna shame you
And make you feel derailed just
REMIX YOUR REALITY
People talk rude but don’t know what I walked through
I stay animated not talkin’ cartoons
Makin’ moves with a flicka da wrist
Didn’t crash in the past so I’ll blast through this
Straight Ruthless when it comes to excuses
Don’t watch a man’s mouth only what he produces
Actions speak louder and I got the power
To blast through Bowser in a matter of hours
I devour the coward inside of me
Apparently I’m the rightful heir to Shakespeare’s dynasty
Lyrically I’m climbing trees and reportin’ back
Showin’ you the future so you can forge a path
So when you’re trapped in the jungle
With darkness closing in just
REMIX YOUR REALITY
When you’re feeling all alone like
You’ve been abandoned by your friends just
REMIX YOUR REALITY
Take a hatchet to the racket inside of your head
It takes practice to master silence instead
Breathe in so deep with the respiration
Stay focusin’ the mind with the meditation
I’m no monastic blacksmith of stillness
I rap with passion so the masses can feel this
Control what you can and release the rest
You already have the tools to defeat the test
I suggest you separate the situation and the story
So you can craft an empowering allegory
Go for glory when life’s most challenging
If you change your focus you can remix your reality
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13. |
Bye x3
02:56
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Rollin’ – I’m cruisin’
Got nothing left to be losin’
I’m doin’ – no standin’ still
But after the battle I’ll be standin’ still
[Ha!] Yo I got a plan to build
my dream mansion like Vanderbilt
[I] Grab the hilt and swing the blade
No time for haters tryna bring the shade
Flip the script til I’m upside down
I’m seeing nothing but the upside now
Stake my claim up on high ground
Cuz I gotta make this one life count
Determine terms that return investment
Turns out I’m not really impressed with
All the terminology about gettin’ turnt
I don’t care what you have, just what you’ve learned
I don't even know what they told ya
They don't know who I am
Looking so fresh in the mirror
Because I like who I am
Gotta a future so bright
Sunshine in my eyes
Haters ain't N*Sync with the movement
So I gotta tell 'em Bye Bye Bye
Bye Bye, like nice try
Like clear skies in my rearview
Like I spy that upside
I’m not inclined to fear you
I had to fight one inch at a time
Like I only had one chance at the rhyme
It’s ironic that I would find
Negativity of energy inside my mind
but even external critics wanna make you limp
Actin’ like they know you when they only get a glimpse
If you can’t ignore ‘em then you gotta make attempts
They don’t wanna make it better only wanna make it tense
Why so dense? They’re light on the love
Lackin’ satisfaction so they wanna push and shove
Wanna make you less, extinguish all your fire
So you gotta take the heat and only make it brighter
Chorus
Haters gonna judge when I'm on my grind
Doubters gonna try to block my shine
But I pay 'em no never mind
Stackin' those wins that I define
Chorus
Deuces up and I’m gone
They only know one verse of the song
But I’m a five-part symphony
Bangin’ like a timpani
And I’ll create what I want
This universe will leave you inversed
Needin’ this approval is the human curse
But you deserve to hear you at first
And though it hurts, watch truth emerge
I mean… listen deep inside
There’s light there if you seek to find
You can free ya mind, just realize
That it requires a bumpy ride
A hundred eyes all starin’ at me
To keep me in a box so sterilized
But I refuse to believe it’s true
No Medusa leaving me paralyzed
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14. |
Time of My Life
03:13
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I don’t even know how to count all the days on the earth that I have been allotted
Feelin’ like I’m just a corpse with a pulse, nurse check my carotid
Word, check my karate – procrastination black belt
I’m half svelte, half scared, I’m sure you know how that felt
More baffling than a Halfling with a bad ring and a good heart
Got bad dreams from flat screens bout all the things I should start
They make it seem like easy green if you can just be a visionary
But that will just distract from the fact that we all end up in the cemetery
Even when the clock slows down
Even when I don’t feel right
I just got to make it count
This could be the time of my life
Even when the road is long
Even when I don’t see light
Even when I’m on my own
This could be the time of my life
We don’t run the same race, but we all end up in the same place
On a treadmill with a dolla bill in front of our face, that’s a strange chase
Or maybe it’s that fame game, like make that cash and stay official
Money come and money go – you know that you can’t take it with you
So what I’m impressin’ now is that I can choose to be stressin’ out
Over all the things I’m depressed about or this cloud of repressive doubts
But if I question how to make this moment so golden
I’m gon’ see that light emerge and embrace the state that’s so chosen
[Chorus]
You choose what you do – choose to / stand up / tall and / proud
no victims livin’ here cuz This Could Be The Time of My Life
No reaction, just the passion when we’re livin’ loud
No passive sittin’ back cuz This Could Be The Time of My Life
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